It’s been an interesting week. I ended up completely revising my DMP and it feels much better. For me the financial achievements are a byproduct of living, feeling, thinking in a more open and free way. I realized I wanted to read the words that set me free three times a day, and let the physical results follow. I couldn’t do it the other way around. For me it’s all about stepping through my fear, my doubts, my beliefs that I couldn’t do it. I have to surrender to some kind of trust in the Universe, and in myself. I have to know I can do that. I can no longer spend the night struggling with the demons of poverty and staying small – even if my physical reality reflects this. It’s do or die. I trust, and what happens happens. I have to let it go.
“I am nature’s greatest miracle.” Yes. How that manifests is really none of my business. This has not been the easiest time in my life, but it is my life. I love, trust, and honor myself, and everything I’ve been through. I have to rest in that.