The synchronicity of this program blows my mind. Somehow it always addresses exactly what has been going on for me, even if I miss the webinar and watch it later, it’s still right on at that moment. The insights just keep popping up. I am becoming intimately aware of my patterns of sabotage. Sometimes it’s like watching a movie that you’ve watched before – many times. And it always ends the same. And yet I feel like I’m on the verge of being able to step in and change the ending – like in lucid dreaming.
Using kleshas (Tibetan term for sticky emotions) as tools. Love it! There’s the sense that these obstacles are only obstacles because I feed them. A weird dance of real and unreal. Real because my fear gives me a knot in my gut. Unreal because when it’s not there it’s totally not there. Gone.